MY LIFE'S BORING AS FUCK!
Well, i give a little bit intense for the
opener, cos that's the way i'm feeling at the moment.
Instead of continuing that bahrain
things,for a second, i thought spilling out what im feeling now better than any
others.
I've been here for almost 7 months and it
keeps increased by the time goes on. In the early time, it was so fabulous to
see here. New people, new environment, and all other new things which i waited
for.
But recently, i dont know, maybe i just
need to get my life out from this boredome and routinity for a minute.
Going to Bahrain is just not enough to
recover this shattered spirit. The one and only way is to return to my home,
chill out with my family, friends, girlfriend and everybody, but the fact
revealed some others, at least, i need to wait until the midst of september to
make it come true.
But its not problem for me, at least i
still have the internet to connect to all my people :)
Actually, I am not that complicated
guy. I tend to think simple than anybody in my circle. I dont like to moan nor
grief. I dont have time to interfere other people's business. I just want to
live happily and colour my life. I hate drama. But seems, recently, i need to control
my emotion over something.
I'm just a guy who always want to see new
things each day in my life . I always want to do the things which i never do
before. Going to new places, meeting new people, learning their culture, and so
many other stuff which piling up my experiences toward my short life. I
supposed these are the only things we could do to recognize more about our life
and people surround us. I meant this pure solely way,no other fkin way!
This notion actually all the way comes
down from my family, especially my father. Since childhood, he always
encouraged me to go to which places i havent been before, but somehow my mother
always disagreed over that notion, she just wanted to me to stay close to her.
i remember, he kept repeating the same story, back once he was a bachelor, he
used to ride his bike with his friends to padang, which took like hours from
pekanbaru.
Until now, it must be sure that when we
made our way to padang for holiday or other business,he kept pointing out the
old road he used to pass, which as been closed already, as well, the old
villlage, which he stopped by in, where now it's laid down in the bottom of the
river for the dam purpose.
In addition, where it must be going
alongside with the things i just wrote all above, it is "living as a
minority".
Of course, you cant do it if you're still
in your own country. Its greatly beneficial to find who you truly are.
Why did i say like that? i quoted from the
words before, which i need to control my emotion.
Yes, i really need to control my emotion
over this stuff. We have to be more like taking up all of this.
We ourself have to adapt over the
situation, and dont forget, to always think. Not just think, but think calmly.
May problems alongside of this will always
be there, but its something from ourself which overcome those. It can be your
attitude, personal approach, and others which affects your adaptation.
In the other hand, you must be required to
speak up as well. Raise your tone if its necessary to alert them with whom
actually they are dealing with. Sometimes. only taken small effort to overcome
the problem :)
Okay, thats it, hope this saying works
well to you guys, cheerio!
